++adik dlm bas

satu hari tu, kawan guek yg selalunya naik bas pulang ke kampung halaman di waktu2 hujung minggu,
mcm biasa tertidur dlm sejam perjalanan nya.
sedar2nya, adalah di atas hingguk-pingguk bas yg berhenti nak turunkan penumpang,
lebih kurang 10minit daripada tempat kawan guek tu nak turun.

bila kawan pandang adik lelaki yg duduk sebelah, budak lelaki tu senyum dan tepuk2 kepala lutut/peha kawan guek sambil separuh berbisik berkata 'terima kasih'
kawan guek blur gile.
budak lelaki tu terus beredar, turun bas di perhentian itu.
kenapa perlu tepuk peha dia? dan kenape berterima kasih?
dan senyuman itu?
budak lelaki tu dlm lingkungan sekolah menengah, lower form.
kawan guek, pelajar universiti.

hnm...

currently listening to:keane-somewhere onle we know
currently feeling:yg tiada privileage.
i wanna be:a rockstar!!!

++Linkin Park - Iridescent [HD] - from Transformers: Dark of the Moon

transformers! transformers! kami mahu transformers!!
kuat dan tahan lasak, kami mahu transformers!!!
*salam benci kpd org2 yg dapat tgk premierre pass utk tgk dahulu drpd org2 lain. >:P

++Faizal Tahir - Karma

love this vclip, love the music, the 1st guitar beats esecially.
but dunno if i like the lyrics, too straightforward and non-artistic sangat.
i always prefer woman-song writers.


Seumur hidup memang tak mungkin
Untuk aku terus bersamamu
Seumur hidup hanya untukmu
Menyakitkan memuaskan dirimu

Chorus
Halalkan segala makan dan minumku
Cari aku kira kau masih berani
Berdepan realiti
Hey hey jangan kau sentuh
Aku bukan boneka
Kamulah kamu
Aku bukan boneka
Kelak kau tahu
Lewat harimu

Lima tahun dalam kegelapan
Hari ini kau bebas berjalan
Lima tahun dalam kebenaran
Hari ini hari kamu dan aku

Ulang Chorus

Dan karma kan mengambil tempat
Menjemput kau buatku
Ku harapkan kau kembali

http://liriksemualagu.blogspot.com/2010/03/lirik-lagu-karma-faizal-tahir.html

Hey hey biar kau tahu
Aku bukan boneka
Akulah aku
Aku bukan boneka
Kini kau tahu
Lewat hariku

Biar kau tahu
Aku bukan boneka
Akulah aku
Akulah aku
Kini kau tahu
Lewat hariku

++

They say that if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when they don't come back. -Tumblr #SLT
LaterBro.com • 24/06/2011 20:01

++Goodbye FabesNBen (Hashtag):D

its been an emotional morning today.
FabesNBen is leaving FlyFm pagi show, sedih giler kot!
i mean im sorry for my tweet below,

"Thanx for leavin @FlyFM958 pagishow #FabesNBen u guys had always reminded me of memories i had with my ex whn we used to carpool to work.:))"
Twitter for iPhone • 20/06/2011 19:31

but to be honest, ohmygod, im gonna miss u guys!
especially ben!
and when a caller calling today, crying, waahh! i cdnt help menetes airmate too.
sedih wor.



currently listening to:nadia flyfm singing without u mariah carey :((
currently feeling::(( sedihhhhhhhh
i wanna be:-

++debenham sales

a-mah-zing!
a pack of 7-cotton briefs for only 11.70 at debenhams.(the curve, so far).
oh i must've written that for a gazillion times
(my twitter follower must've been puking atlis now)
but urm!!! can u imagine?
i used to love the ones from mark&spencers (5pounds per pack of 5)
this one is with the same quality, yow~
ini lebih murah drpd panties primark!
i bought 2 packs, and another 2 packs are with designs (mahal sikit, rm22.50 per pack of 5), but still, murah.

tapi, these panties are meant for school girls LOL
alah, its like buying the GAP kids stuff. pilih yg 13-14years old sudeh.

currently listening to:putih-sampai mati
currently feeling:happy!
i wanna be:a supermodel

++xbox kinect & Crank That Soldier Boy

ok, i must admit that i have never went to a bachelorette party ever.
atlis this wild.
yes, i am that nerd and kampung, oh well, always was and always will.
so, last couple of days, i went to one.
and apart from the abc's tentatives of the party itself (eg:brides gone wild, whatnot),
whats drove us crazy was this little machine called xbox kinect. omg this ding is so dingo.
i was telling myself, must get em must get em must get em.
tapi, bes ke ade machine ini without any frens to hangout with, rasenye mcm tak best kot nari sorang2. (ni yg rase mcm nak tambah housemate ni, boring doh duduk berdua je)
well anyways, for those who is as nerd as me, xbox kinect is a wii xbox, one of the function, of course, dancing battle.. it sense our motion webcam-style. one could felt as if doing a tom cruise's acting in mission impossible II .

so rite afta, this song stuck in my head. and the video below described the closest to what they had been dancing to the game.

pergh, i already miss you the 'haunted house with the xbox kinect'.
pls organise another party, pretty pls.

few allowable pictures..

G's gonna be the dealer of this soon lol

currently listening to:soulja boy - crank that
currently feeling:drowsy
i wanna be:a supermodel

++

Sometimes you just have to give up on people. Chasing after them is a heartache especially when they don't try to meet you halfway. #SLT
LaterBro.com • 18/06/2011 23:30

++Use somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see

++ssp937

this website has never failed me
my skulmets were the bestest of pelawak of all!!!
http://seriputeri97.tripod.com/ (click at memory lane)
((pls bear that it was last updated at 2001, haha, bapak da lame giler))

ya, it might not get to u why all the sudden laughing tears,
just incase u want to understand, these are few of stupid rules at this school:
1) wajib makan guna fork & spoon (bf/lunch/dinners/etc), kalo guna tangan - kena dimerit!
2) makan berhidang for a table of 8, sebelom makan yes ianya dihidang oleh makciks, lepas makan wajib kemas meja makan dan hantar pinggan/mangkok kat makcik basuh pinggan.
3) dinner is compulsory, started and ended at the exact same time everyday. ko nak makan ke, tanak makan ke, ko wajib berada dimeja makan at that amount of time. sape x pegi dinner, kene dimerit, again!
(normally from 645pm - 715pm)
4) no slippers inside this dining hall.
5) no foods are allowed at the academic compound(classes, labs, halls, etc)
(tu sbb kitorg suke sorok makanan kat siling -> yes, siling or atap kelas okeh!!)
6) we have alternate english & malay weeks. so, semasa english week, semorg wajib bertutur english antara each other, which ofkos kitorg tak buat kan, so normally, bila ade prefect lalu sebelah/depan/belakang, tegagap2 beborak in english with our frens. as usual, kalo x ckp english, kene dimerit. bluergh.
7) all the other rules adalah mcm lain2 asrama penoh. prep yada yada..

++

When I shut my mouth and turn to walk away, it does not mean you have won. It means that you are not worth my time. #SLT
LaterBro.com • 17/06/2011 05:01

++dan bila esok

i am not a fan of the tvseries nora elena, i just like this song.

Di dalam hati selalu tersimpan
rasa yang takkan pernah bisa ku ungkapkan
kau diam tanpa kata
saatku ungkap semua rasa

Di saat ku ingin dekat denganmu
kau semakin jauh meninggalkanku
dan kau diam tanpa kata
saatku ucap semua rasa

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu
tuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki
tuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada waktu untuk mencinta dirimu
tuk bisa menjagai hati ini
tuk selama-lamanya

Mungkinkah esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatiku
untuk cinta yang pernah engkau miliki
untuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu
untuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki
tuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada waktu untuk mencinta dirimu
untuk bisa menjagai hati ini
tuk selama-lamanya

Dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali
masihkah ada ruang di dalam hatimu

Untuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki tuk selama-lamanya

++endless love

love the song by jackie chan & kim hee sun
and definitely love the videography by candidsyndrome

WSF : Rhythm of Winter - Khoo Gee Bin & Brenda from CandidSyndrome Film on Vimeo.

English translation:


Jackie:
Decode for me the most mystic waiting
The stars have fallen, and the wind is blowing
Finally, I can embrace you again
Two hearts vibrating
Believe me, my heart has never changed
Thousand years of waiting with my promise
No matter how many cold winters have passed
I will never let go

Kim:
Now tightly hold my hands, and close your eyes
Please think about the times when we were deeply in love
Because we loved too much
That is why we have been in such pain
We cannot even say the words “I love you” to each other

Jackie:
Every night, my heart is pierced by pain
My thought of you has no end
Long been accustomed to the following by loneliness
I use smile to face it
Believing in me, you choose to wait
No matter how much pain you have felt, you never give up
Only your softness can save me
From the endless coldness

Kim:
Now tightly hold my hands, and close your eyes
Please think about the times when we were deeply in love
Because we loved too much
That is why we have been in such pain
We cannot even say the words “I love you” to each other

Together:
Let the love that is in our hearts
Become that ever-blossoming flower
We should never ever forget the promises we had

Kim:
Because we loved too much
That is why we have been in such pain
We cannot even say the words “I love you” to each other

Together:
Let the love that is in our hearts
Become that ever-blossoming flower

Kim:
Together we travel through the endless space and time

Together:
Only true love follows you and me
Travelling through the endless space and time

Kim:
We cannot even say the words “I love you” to each other

Jackie:
Love is the only myth that is in the hearts that never changes

++best ke ni?

Seriously, tatau nak rase happy ke sedihhhh
I am happy for u mazni,
But im not sure if im not sad with this news too, berkurang lagi sorg geng single kite uwaaaaaaawaaaaaa

++

Ya allah ya tuhanku !!!

++

Capricorn is a sleeping beauty who needs the right person to wake their sex drive
SocialOomph • 09/06/2011 21:16

++20110607

Thank godddd ada blog!!!
Oh oh ohhh berlari2 naik rumah dan tak sabar2 nak meluahkan perasaan yg terpendam
*pelok blog erat*

Pagi ini indah sebenanrnya, ada jejaka kacak berbuntut mantap buka booth fitness di lobi company's academy, tempat guek training.
indah pemandangan, luas pengalaman ku hari ini... mulanya lah...
tapi, by lunch hour, keje2 from ofis di KL sana menembak2 datang ke inbox, serabut otak. bukan apa, kalo ni trening main2 utk dpt makan free, guek takdelah kisah kot melayan kerja semasa trening, tp, ni trening yg critical, penting utk pekerjaan, dan ade test/exam at the end of the course (yakni jumaat ni). so, mmg taboleh main2, dan kene konsentret dan kene paham bebetol. markah lulus ialah 60, kalo x silap. huhuhuk.

dan harini 7/6/2011 ialah tarikh matinye lesen driving guek. kus semangat kan? time2 bz mcm ni la nak mati lesen, kalo time2 kerja biase, guek boleje turun sekejap pegi pej post utk renew lesen tau. trening ni mmg tak sempat nak kemana2, infact, lunch hour tadi sempat reply beberapa emel ofis sahaja. makan pon x sempat. sedih !!!

so, smalam, guek buat keputusan nak renew lesen guna myeg, patutnye harini boleh dpt, so, tadi at 4.02pm, adelah org myeg dtg nak hantar lesen tuh kot, tapi, guek kan silent henfon. so, at 4.15pm baru nampak misscall tuh, so cepat2 lah call org tuh. 15minit, dan dia cakap oh sori cik, saye dah sampai shah alam.
what the fuck weyhhhhhhhhhhhhh????
baru 15minit je kot, takboleh ke try call 2 kali?
takboleh ke tunggu sekejap???
kalo dlm mase 15minit dia dah kat shah alam, berape lame je dia tunggu aku tadi? 5minit? 1minit? atau call sekali dan terus blah je???
benci sial!

terus unconcentrated dgn trening yg bagi aku agak susah. susah nak paham, jgnlah kantoi exam nanti.
lepas trening, kene layan emel2 ofis. ya allah saikonye, tak paham ke org ckp org ade trening??? hantar advice semalam, suruh settle before friday kepala jimbit diorgggggggggg????
ya allah pedihnye mulot aku nih. ampon. ampon.
guek reply memane se-best effort nya, serious taboleh berpikir teknikal at 530pm dgn otak yg mmg dah panas dan padat dgn ilmu baru.

jadi, guek terus jadi lapar! mmg kalo tertekan guek cepat je terbayang burger chilis. entah kenape burger chilis?

jadi, guek telepon 3 org.

pertama, encik botak. tak sempat sampai hajat, sbb dia garang sgt. :(

kedua, guek telepon oag. bukan nak ajak dia makan, tp, nak luahkan perasaan, dan nk dgr kabar berita baik dia. nak dgr yg indah2.
oh semua, ini pengumuman pertama,
hari ini telah lahir nya anak kedua (ketiga if the 1st one counted) encik oag kite ya. namanya ialah izzat norhakim (ejaan might be wrong).
congratz OAG!!!
so, hnm, mcm biase guek tak pandai meluahkan kalo tak ditanya, so, dgr je cerita oag yg tak amek epidural langsung dan beranak secara normal dan sekarang ngilu dibahagian sulit utk proses pengecutan & kesan jahitan.
auwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
ngilu otot bawahan.

ketiga, guek call si bengkeng.
guek tau dia tgh sedih, saje guek nak dgr cerita sedih supaya dpt menanam kesedihan guek tuh.
dan berikut ialah pengumuman ke2, ayah sue ialah di dlm keadaan nazak berikutan cancer tulang yg dihidapinya, dan skrg didlm keadaan nazak.
hospital dah tanak terima, so, harap semorang dpt mendoakan yg terbaik utk beliau ya. insha allah.
mendengar semua cerita sibengkeng, drpd kisah ayah dia dah taboleh makan, takboleh cakap sehinggalah ke kisah boss dia yg mcm haram menuduh dia sudah merosot didlm pekerjaan dan tidak perform (mestilah sbb anak mane yg tak merosot kalau didlm waktu kritikal begini kan???) ((bodoh punye boss))...
semuanya buatkan guek terdiam.

kecil sgt beban guek berbanding beban oag & sue.

apalah sangat masalah lesen dan kerja tuh dan sebenarnya masalah terbesar guek ialah tiada tempat nak meluahkan.

oklah, hirup udara sebentar dan mahu rehat2 tenang..

*hoh, panjang nye membebel.
currently listening to:josh radin - closer
currently feeling:sad
i wanna be:a supermodel

++

“@SoDamnTrue: If you're ugly, you can't say "single and loving it" because you really have no choice.”
Echofon • 20/05/2011 09:12

Ouh, ok :|

++rolling in the deep

"Rolling In The Deep"

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, and it's bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your shit bare
See how I'll leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it's bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you
And I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there
As mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

++

The worst way to miss someone is to be seated by his side and know that you'll never have him. #ihatequotes
CoTweet • 03/06/2011 09:00
Retweeted by videlcute

++

astagaaaa i'm screwed!!!!
:((

++This is WAR!!!

30 Seconds To Mars
Tags: <a href="http://www.mtvasia.com">MTV Asia</a>

It's the moment of truth, and the moment to lie,
The moment to live and the moment to die,
The moment to fight, the moment to fight
To fight, to fight, to fight!

To the right, To the left
We will fight to the death!
To the edge of the earth
It's a brave new world
From the last to the first